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 MY ITALIAN DAD IN NEW YORK

 LOUIS "LOU" SALVATORELLI

b. November 16, 1917

d. November 7, 2013

 

A loving, living memoir of my father &

my experiences as his caregiver.

 

Geraldine M. Salvatorelli

 

A Life of Yelling, Laughing ...and Hiding

 

 

GALLERY OF DAD

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Baby Dad

Dad as an East Harlem Kid

Bathing Beauty Dad

Dad Young One Leg Up

Dad Foot-Up on Wall

Fish on a Hook Dad

Young Dad Leaning on A Car

Dad, Bronx, Honeymoon Apartment

Dino Martin, I'm Still a Stud

80th Birthday Dad

1995 Dad's Ten Year Retirement Party

Dad's Bronx Apartment 2009

 

 
 
 
 
Dad in his muscle T.
 
 
 
 
 

Published in the New York Times, December 1, 2013

 

 
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Gallery of Mom and Dad
 
 

Mom, Dad and Grandpa

Mom and Dad World's Fair 1939

Mom and Dad Wedding Day 1940

Mom and Dad 1940 Our Lady of Mercy

Mom, Dad, Grandpa 1940

Mom with oldest sister, Lily her Maid of Honor and Best Man, Dad's Cousin Paul

Mom, Dad and Me, Briggs Avenue, Bronx

Mom and Dad with best friend Angie and family

Me, Mom, Millie, Dad, Harold Bronx neighbors

Dad, Mom, Me and Brother

Mom and Dad Chaperoned My Prom. It Was Their First Prom

Mom and Dad in Italy, She's Saying Don't Touch Me

 
 
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Dad getting a private serenade.

 
 
That's Amore
 
Dean Martin was his favorite singer.
Because  he was an easy going Abruzzese  like him.
 
 
 
 

BY 2150 ONE OUT OF EVERY THREE PEOPLE

 IN THE U.S. WILL BE OVER 60 YEARS OLD.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dad's Women

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Mom & Dad Wedding Day 1940-1970

Dad & Helen, Girlfriend #1 a.k.a. The Good Hearted Soul

Dad & Gloria, Girlfriend #3 a.k.a. The Loud Mouth

Dad & Celeste, Girlfriend #4 The Cuban

Dad & Camille Girlfriend #5 The Religious One

Dad & Beatrice Girlfriend #6 The Peanut

Dad & Bea, Girlfriend #6 a.k.a. The Peanut

Dad & Eva, Girlfriend #7 a.k.a. The Question Mark & The Nut Job

Dad's 80th Birthday with Eva a.k.a. #7 The Nut Job and The Question Mark

Dad's 80th Birthday, with Eva a.k.a. The Nut Job and The Question Mark

Dad's 88th Birthday Celebration at Taci Cafe with Eva Girlfriend #7 a.k.a. The Nut Job and The Question Mark

Dad At Son's Condo Pool with Just A Friend

 

 

 

FACT: 76 MILLION BABY BOOMERS ARE APPROACHING OLD AGE.

 

Whether out of love or guilt, adult children have been rising to the occasion to care for aging parents.

 

Children of veterans returning from the Iraq War are joining these ranks in large numbers.

 

There are 42 million family care givers.

 

See:  NYT, The New Old Age blog, "We Are Everywhere"  by blog founder Jane Gross,

and author of "A Bittersweet Season: Caring For Our Aging Parents and Ourselves."

 

 

 

 

At 90, Dad's last chance for love was Elly. She resembled Dad's Ex-girlfriend, Eva.  Elly's last boyfriend was older than Dad.  They met at J.J's funeral.

 

 

 

 

The "New Normal"

Geraldine (Daughter, 60) & Lou (Father, 91)

 

 

FACT: AMONG THE 65 MILLION CAREGIVERS

 THE MAJORITY ARE CARING FOR SOMEONE OVER 50!

 

 

 

DAD

Killing Time at the Mt. Carmel "Italian" Senior Center

on Arthur Avenue in the Bronx.  He said he wasn't wasn't going there for fun, dancing or the food "I only eat two meals a day," but because he wanted me to get a look at senior life. "This is what you have to look forward to."

 

"I'm too old for these places, I don't look it, everyone thinks I'm their age."

 

At 91 in the above photo he was "too old," and I was too young.

 

 

BOOK RECOMMENDATIONS:

 

A BITTERSWEET SEASON: CARING FOR OUR AGING PARENTS

by Jane Gross

 

 

PASSAGES IN CAREGIVING:  TURNING CHAOS INTO CONFIDENCE

BY Gail Sheehy

 

 

Fact:  Adults over age 80 are the fastest growing segment of the population; most will spend years dependent on others for the most basic needs. That burden falls to their baby boomer children. See The New Old Age blog. Jane Gross and Paula Span.

 

 

"El Guayabera"

"El Guayabara"

 

Dad, while Italian, was a great lover not only of Spanish women but of the Mexican guayabara shirt, a Mexican wedding shirt that is also worn at funerals.  The shirt has long been a symbol of the working class it is a long-standing symbol of solidarity amongst Hispanics living in America.

 

On September 24, 2010 a powerful statement (about the guayabera as a Hispanic laborer's "uniform") was made by United Farm Workers President Arturo Rodriguez. 

Appearing as a primary speaker at a U.S. congressional Subcommittee hearing on Immigration, Citizenship and Border Security, President Rodriguez wore a finely tailored guayabera.

 

It's appropriate Dad would have adopted the shirt as his official retirement uniform the way other men adopt velour since he's truly a Studs Terkel, Damon Runyonesqe kind of guy.  Dad started wearing the guayabara when he was dating Celeste, his Cuban girlfriend and commuting to work from East New York. He owns about twenty guayabaras in assorted colors.  He uses the pockets like drawers.  Before he quit smoking, one pocket was for cigarettes, another for the lighter, comb, pens  leaving the bottom two for tissues and ID card.

 

 

The Guayabara King!

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dad felt sorry for the actors who were paid millions to look coolby

smoking in the movies.  Look at what happened to poor Humphrey Bogart.

 

 

AMSTERDAM NURSING HOME

December, 2011

 

94th Birthday

 

He has matching p.j.'s but prefers the mismatched look.  I learn not to argue with a stubborn, proud, eccentric Italian man of 94. 

 

I think it symbolizes his marriage to my mother, they were mismatched.

Dead thirty years, he has not stopped rebelling against her.

 

 

 

Whatsamatta, I'm growin a mustache.

 

 

Mealtime at The Amsterdam House Nursing Home in  Manhattan.  Dad's a soup freak who attributes his longevity to a good diet.  He has eliminated many carbohydrates and all beef, ham, pork, veal and meats from his diet with the exception of chicken, turkey and the occasional meatball.

 

 

 

Low fat, chocolatey cats, he eats these all day long like cat nip.  I think they take the place of cigarettes.

 

 

 

Tippy.  Dad's first roommate when he and mom split.  Tippy was perched on top of the front seat of Dad's car and raised his paw at me when I tried getting in.   I had to sit in the back.  I was happy to see he had protection.

 

 

 

Dad likes to talk and I enjoy making  conversation with him and I'm lucky his mind while a lot slower is still sharp, lucid and full of observations and opinions. It was an adjustment to navigate my way around the slower way his elderly mind works and interacts with his brain and during that time I found the book listed below very helpful.

 

 

 

BOOK RECOMMENDATION:

HOW TO SAY IT to Seniors:  Closing the Communication Gap with Our Elders

by David Solie, M.S., P.A.

 

 

 

And like many Italians, his thoughts are  best expressed by using the hand.

 

 

 

 

Yup.  You.  I'm talkin' ta' you.  When you reach my age you eat all the ice cream you want to! You follow me?

 

 

Summer, 2011

 

Grandaughter visits.  Priceless. 

 

 

 

Adrienne, Granddaughter, mother of 3 steals away from home for a G-pa visit.

 

 

Lou with great grandaughter Allyson (left) and her best friend Katie.

 

 

 

 Yakking it up intergenerational style.

2010

 

 

 

2013

Morning of actor James Gandolfini a.k.a.Tony Soprano's funeral

at St. John the Divine's Cathedral. Dad had a bird's eye view of

the event from his ninth floor nursing home window that looked

straight into the top of the cathedral 's arch.  Un-phased

by celebrity he wondered what all the

fuss was about.

 

 

 

Others were just taking the whole event in.

 

 

 

That's me in the beauty parlor mirror, special affects.

 

Dad's first nursing home haircut with hairdresser Sondra in the nursing home  beauty parlor. I had to check her out to make sure she was nice and he would be well behaved.  

 

In the Bronx, while Dad was still living at home,  we went through four barbers exhausting almost every one in the neighborhood.

 

The nursing home beauty parlor is now his

favorite place. He hits the beauty parlor every Thursday, I never imagined when I signed him up.

 

 

 

He was driving nurses and aides crazy with his container alignment system for cookies and milk. 

 

 

 

Summer, 2011

 

 

Bertha Hope, jazz pianist, member of the Jazz Musicians Foundation brings music to the Amsterdam House and other homes and assisted living facilities.

 

 

Bertha on piano & Kim Clarke playing the

skinny bass.

 

 

 

Percy Brice, legendary drummer who played with  Harry Belafonte, George Shearing & Sarah Vaughn to name a few

performs at Dad's nursing home,  The Amsterdam House.  In the background, Alex Layne on bass.

 

 

 

Bertha Hope and Percy Brice

 

 

Annette St. John, singer

 

 

 

Annette St. John, and Kim Clarke working it out on base.

 

 

LOU at 93 yrs. old!

 

 

Summer 2011

 

Rare trip out of his room into main meeting hall at The Amsterdam House Nursing Home. Dad's just not crazy about leaving his room... he's always been a homebody.

 

 

 

 

Again, with the hands.  He's telling me how the room is able to be identified according to the wallpaper by resident's with memory problems.

 

 

 

 

 

Dad chatting it up on one of his rare outings out of his room.Dad's increasing frailty and reliance on a wheel

        chair discouraged him from hanging out in the main lobby.

 

 

 

 

2013

Birds Stationed In The Lobby at the

Amsterdam HouseNursing Home.

Therapeutic.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Proof of Age?

 

 

 

 

 

 

1995 Retirement Party

 

 

During his retirement years, you can imagine my surprise

when Dad started working for  Sister Annunciata, my

eighth grade teacher who made me stick bubble gum

 in my hair.

 

Sister was a  real mover andshaker who founded the Bedford

 Park Senior Center.

 

 Dad drove seniors around.

 

 

 

December, 2010

 

 

First days, in rehab, at the Amsterdam House Nursing Home, NYC. Dad, wearing sunglasses "don't tell anyone I'm here."

 

 

In the first weeks after arriving in the nursing home,

 all I heard was "when you gonna get me out of here."

 

 

 

Then there were moments of adjustment and acceptance. This is a good place.  You did good.  I guess this is where I'm gonna die.  I guess I live here from now on.

 

 

 

 

Nothing as joyous as Elisabeth stopping by with a piece of lemon meringue pie from Tom's.  You remember Tom's from Seinfeld.  Dad lives right up the block from Tom's.  It feels more appropriate that I should be visiting him there and no longer schlepping homemade meals for him up on the D-train to the Bronx in my wheelie case as I had been 5 years.

 

 

 

Autographed photos of Jerry, Elaine, George & Kramer on the wall inside but when I spoke to the owners about the profits generated as a result of their celebrity, they didn't seem that excited.

 

 

 

 

Donald giving Dad his workout.

 

Getting a few laughs along the way.

 

No easy job getting Dad to move.

 

   

 

2012

 

Dad being attended to by Dio his aide. Lunchtime at The Amsterdam House Nursing Home

 

 

Dio and Dad kibbutzing around.

 

 

 

Headed into space and to the heavens! 

 

 

 

 

I find a beauty in Dad's aging.

 

 

 

 

October, 2012

 

2013

Nobody touch my sugar packets while I catch a few winks.

 

 

2011 Westy Award Recipient

 

 

Marion Gambardella, spiritual leader, and ordained minister at the prestigious  2011 Westy Awards where she was a recipient for her outstanding leadership in the area of caregiver stress. 

 

Marion runs Caregiver Stress therapy meetings once a month in Manhattan, helping those of us who were sinking badly from it at one time or another.

 

Coincidentally, Marion's husband, the famous opera singer, Giuseppe Consiglio  is a resident of The Amsterdam Nursing Home with my Dad.

 

 

 

DAD'S PRE NURSING HOME DAYS

 

Early Winter, 2010

 

 

 

Rocking it out at the Sedgwick Senior Center, 2010.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bob, Florence and Dad

 

 

 

 

Florence is an award winning painter. Florence and Bob

are responsible for helping me get Dad out for his final

appearances in the civilian community before entering

a nursing home.  They made my life better too with

their humor, wisdom and talent. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

2009

 

Dad, holding court on Mom's famous love seat.

 Briggs Avenue, Bronx, NY.

 

 

 

The piano used to be in that spot.

 

 

 

 

 

Getting bread ready to feed birds on his fire escape. 

The birdman of Briggs

 

 

I don't think there were enough legal, rent paying tenants left in the building to complain.  Photo in background with great granddaughter Julia at her Holy Communion party. My brother wouldn't attend if I was there so I missed that one too.  I have been banned from the majority of family gatherings in involving his children. Tsk, tsk. I must be a terrible person.

 

 

 

 

Lou, at bus stop on way from Bailey Avenue Senior Center about to soon be closed due to lack of attendance.  We had to take two buses.  He loved to torture me with these arduous trips.

 

He spent many years frequenting the center in his younger old years and wanted to reminisce. So we went a few times one of those afternoons he got a chance to reunite with cook a tiny, cute Hispanic woman named Rosa I think Dad had a crush on her. 

 

He met his primary care doctors at this center now it has become a bit of a senior wasteland with a huge flat screen t.v.  where on one of those afternoons we watched the Michael Jackson funeral  then decided to no longer return there because it was too depressing.  He used to know some of the Hispanic people who lived in the senior building upstairs from where the center's main meeting rooms. We read about the closing in the New York Times and never looked back.

 

Shortly after our last trip to the Bailey Avenue Center, Dad had to stop traveling by bus.  It had become too exhausting and stressful not just for him.

 

 

 

 

St. Philip Neri Church where I received my first Holy Communion, Confirmation, graduated and attended High Mass in Latin and sang with a powerful pipe organ in the background along with the Welch Chorale led by John Welch who was murdered years later in the lobby of his building.  Dad attended the senior center located in the basement below until there was a serious fire in the church and the center had to be relocated.  That's another story.

 

 

 

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAD

Celebrating 92 Birthday in Mc Donald's on

204th Street, Bronx, NY

 

 

Dad thinks he's spotted his ex-girlfriend Eva who lives

nearby.  Florence invited Eva to join us but she declined.

 

 

 

 

Dad when he realizes the woman was not Eva just someone  who looked a lot like her.

 

 

 

 

 

That's when he started doing what we all do in situations of unrequited love -- eat a strawberry ice cream sundae.

 

 

Florence a good friend, award winning painter celebrating her birthday around same time.

 

 

Florence was a free lance sketcher at Vogue magazine same time Andy Warhol was free lancing.  When she heard he was being paid more she demanded to be paid same thing  and she got it.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Another day older.  He says that

every year on his birthday.

 

 

 

 

 

Bedford Park Barber Shop. He went through about four barbers in one year. And refused to shave so once a week we had to venture out to barber shops where he'd find fault with every one.

 

 

 

That's my shadow behind Dad who is leaning against fence on Mosholu Parkway, Bronx, NY, my childhood park and his favorite, peaceful place to be. 

 

Being a caregiver starts to feel

like being a god. That's what my shadow looks like cast over the balding grass where I used to sleigh ride when I was a child.

 

Caregivers are definitely a godsend to the elderly who are challenged by combination of emotions -- frailty, loss, fear, pride.

 

 

 

 

 

There were days I went to  ridiculous

lengths to cheer him up.

 

 

 

And there were days he let me know straight out there were certain things that were not going to change like his aversion to the telephone and computers but never to cake .

 

 

Last time Dad wore that jacket.

 

 

It's p.j.'s now all day all the time.

The Yankees stink this year.

 

 

August, 2010

 

Hey.

 

 

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Dinner ritual at 3001 Briggs Avenue, Bronx, NY.

 

 

 

Medical Village, Pelham Bay, Bronx

Where's the *#*# doctor already.

I'm waitin a half hour. 

 

 

2009

Oh, Hi, Dr. D.

 

 

 

 

Christmas 2008, Lou posing with a health care worker at the Bethel Senior Center on Bedford Park named after Sister Annunciata, a major proponent of the Meals on Wheels program.  Sister Annunciata taught my 8th grade class. 

 

A mover and shaker who knew how to get things out of talk stages and into action.  She also seriously overstepped her nun boundaries when she made me stick bubble gum in my hair.

 

 

 

MT. CARMEL ITALIAN SENIOR CENTER

 

 

August, 2010

Bob drove everyone around especially to shops on Arthur Avenue. He'd wait patiently as we darted in and out getting our favorite Italian delicacies.

 

Marie (on the right wearing the cap)

bakes the meanest cakes in the east.

 

 

 

Femme Fatale of the senior circuit.  Nicknamed "the predator."

 

This one had all the men wrapped around her finger and the wives and girlfriends carrying rope.

 

 

 

How can you fault any woman who can make

your 90 year old father smile like that.

 

 

 

Or lean a few new moves.  I mean who says you can't

teach an old dog new tricks.

 

 

 

 

Yup. The woman sure had a way.

 

 

 

 

At the Mt. Carmel Senior Center on Arthur Avenue

Love Was Always in the Air!

 

 

 

Charlie in the middle is the

American Bandstand star on the senior set. 

 

 

 

 

TANGLE WITH THE TANGO AND YOU'LL TANGLE WITH HIM

 

 

BOB

 Singer, pianist, driver, father, husband, grandfather, ladies man

 

 

Look Lou how many times do I have to tell you

I Don't Know the Words to Honeysuckle Rose.

 

 

 

Amazing voice!

 

 

Made me cry.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The Harbor Inn, City Island, Bronx, New York.

Dad with his best man, Cousin Paul's, wife Suzie.

You never know who is going to be left in the end.

 

 

 

 

 

Winter, 2006

The Broken Denture

& The Neighborhood Dental Lab out of

Sanford & Son.

 

Owner, dental lab, technician, mechanic, and cat lover.

 

 

Dad had hardwood floors in his bedroom where he dropped his dentures late morning, breaking them in half.  It was in the first few minutes after I had arrived and I often spent that time relieved to learn that it was not him lying on the floor injured. 

 

Those initial hours after arriving in the Bronx, no matter how often I repeated the ritual were inevitably mixed with annoyance, culture shock and my recollections from Thomas Wolfe's classic, You Can't Go Home Again and the vexing question, how much longer will I be doing this.

 

"I got this guy right in the neighborhood," Dad says.  And we bundle ourselves up and take the walk to Jerome and 202nd Street.  "This guy does all the work for the dentists and the dentists get paid the big bucks.  He told me to come in anytime I got a problem."

 

So there we are in a store that doesn't look like it has ever seen a good cleaning with boxes and solutions piled up everywhere with a cat meandering around it all.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dad sharing a laugh with Patricia my best friend from high school.

 He was still young and at it.

 

 

 

95th Birthday

 

Grand Children, Brother and Sister, Louis, Jr. and Adrienne

and G-pa Lou!

 

 

On the way out to celebrate at Bistro 1018.

 

 

2013 Family gathers for Memorial Luncheon

 one week before Lou, Sr.'s 96th Birthday.

Bless you Dad.  Rest in Peace.

 

 

2012

Great Grandson Nicholas, Great Grandpa Lou, and Grandpa Lou

 

 

Dad never looked this strong, virile or determined -- standing up that

straight or staring straight into the camera for anyone else in the home

than he was doing here for his son and great grandson.

 

 

 

3 Generations

Son, Louis Anthony, Father, Louis John, Great Grandson, Nicholas

 

And the 4th generation, Louis, Jr.,

Louis, Sr. and Louis

 

 

 

Dad at 94

Another "son" Dio, Dad's Nursing Home Aide, or CNA.

This was a match made in heaven.

 

 

Dio & Lou

 

As good as it gets. Days after I had Lou returned to The Amsterdam House Nursing Home for palliative care, Dio washed and shaved him, and said, "Come on Lou, I gotta clean you, you look a mess I can't take you out looking for women like that!"  Dad smiled and it was his last laugh.

 

 

 

Dad's addiction to "reduced fat" Nilla wafers.  The last six months of his life he devoured a box a day.  It became cheaper to order them by the case.

 

 

 

He acquired a nickname, the "cookie monster" for his insistent routine of getting back into bed every day at three with a box of Nillas.

 

 

 

 

 

At one point he claimed the cookies were sending him messages.

He never specified exactly what was contained in the messages.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Luigi Salvatorelli

d. November 7, 2013

 

 

 

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